"i miss u"

not in some cheesy "i miss holding your hand" kinda way

but in the "i miss being part of your life" kinda way

i miss being the one who gets the "i'm coming over" text

i miss hearing you tell me "it's okay i'm here" when i'm scared

i miss being around your family and lying, "yeah I like watching soccer!" when i never have

i miss laughing at your horrible jokes and telling you "you're an idiot" though you never were

i miss singing "always alright" everywhere we went

i miss visiting you at work to "get food" when really i just loved being near you

i miss being the one who made you laugh and say "you're funny i like you"

i miss hearing about your latest adventures with "don't worry we didn't die" starting it off

i miss seeing your blue eyes and seeing "i know how you feel" written all over them

i miss seeing how much you love your little sister "katie baby" and how she adores you

i miss getting schooled at every sport by you even after you say, "i'll let you win i swear"

i miss hiking next to you and your long legs hearing "c'mon shortie" every other step

i miss the countless snow cone runs because "we have to try every flavor"

i miss watching the stars with you where "nothing else in the world mattered"

i miss being able to call you at any moment "no questions asked"

& i'm a horrible hypocrite because i miss holding your hand