not in some cheesy "i miss holding your hand" kinda way
but in the "i miss being part of your life" kinda way
i miss being the one who gets the "i'm coming over" text
i miss hearing you tell me "it's okay i'm here" when i'm scared
i miss being around your family and lying, "yeah I like watching soccer!" when i never have
i miss laughing at your horrible jokes and telling you "you're an idiot" though you never were
i miss singing "always alright" everywhere we went
i miss visiting you at work to "get food" when really i just loved being near you
i miss being the one who made you laugh and say "you're funny i like you"
i miss hearing about your latest adventures with "don't worry we didn't die" starting it off
i miss seeing your blue eyes and seeing "i know how you feel" written all over them
i miss seeing how much you love your little sister "katie baby" and how she adores you
i miss getting schooled at every sport by you even after you say, "i'll let you win i swear"
i miss hiking next to you and your long legs hearing "c'mon shortie" every other step
i miss the countless snow cone runs because "we have to try every flavor"
i miss watching the stars with you where "nothing else in the world mattered"
i miss being able to call you at any moment "no questions asked"
& i'm a horrible hypocrite because i miss holding your hand
